I’m so tired of helping everyone
I’m so tired of no one helping me
But I will continue to help them every single time
I’m so tired of making sure everyone is happy
I’m so tired of no one making sure I’m happy
But I’ll continue to call them when they’re sad
I’m so tired of texts and calls saying help
I’m so tired of everyone ignoring my texts and calls of help
But I’ll keep answering until you want to live
I’m so tired of wanting to die
I’m so tired of no one noticing
I’m so tired of feeling guilty when I want to talk about my problems
I’m so tired of not dying just to make sure that you don’t kill yourself
I’m so tired of being alive
I’m
So
Tired.
But it doesn’t matter. As long as you are here and happy and okay. Because I have to be here, waiting for that moment, when it all comes down again.