can you imagine if someone sent you a list of all the reason why they love you. asdfghjkl
how to tell if I’m sad again
•I don’t respond to your texts for days
•I don’t respond to your texts for hours
•I don’t respond to your texts at all
•I respond with short answers
•I sound disinterested in our conversations, texting or not
•I don’t eat/drink/talk as much as usual
•I stare out into space more than often
•I stay in one place/a few places for long periods of time without moving v much
•I lose track of time
•I rub my head/eyes as if I have a migraine
•I talk more quietly than normal
•I don’t talk abt myself at all
•I make cynical comments, especially abt my existence
•I sleep too much or too little
this is not just me, though. these are common signs/things to be aware of and look for in people/friends/family members struggling w depression. stay safe, and stay aware.
You used to tell me that you loved me every minute of everyday. Now we only talk because I think you hate me. You used to ask me how many panic attacks i had had that day. Now you don’t even answer when i say i am having one. You used to call me when you missed me. Now when you call we sit in silence and I cry. You used to tell me that she was just a friend. Like a sister. Now she is you world and you can’t fucking see that she doesn’t care about you. You used to hold me hand when i was cold. Now i can’t remember what my hand felt like without you. You used to tell me I was beautiful. Now you can’t look at me. You used to send me pictures that showed you cared. Now you send them to her. You used to kiss me when i bit my lip till it bled. Now you complain that I’ve been bleeding again. You used to kiss my scars. Now you pretend you don’t see them. You used to love me. Do you still? You said you did. You want me back. But you are with her. How does that make sense. I think you like playing games. I am a toy to you. But, to be honest, babe, I would let you break me a million times if i could have you again.
I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH! IF YOU FEEL LIKE KILLING YOURSELF OR ANYTHING AT ALL, KIK ME!
_makenna_24
PLEASE PLEASE TALK TO ME BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING ELSE
timencircles